Happy Anniversary

On Oct 22nd 2006,
We laid our differences apart and share a common goal

As we exchanged our rings and pledge our vows.

We vow to stick with each other no matter what happens.

We vow to love each other for as long as there may be.

On Oct 22nd 2007,

We vow to keep this vow everlasting...

Happy Anniversary My Dear,

You are the reason why I'm alive...

What was the objective? What's Next?

I've finally concluded my lastest story, 'Book of Love'

Well, there was a twist inside this story as I started writing.

As some of you may know, the main character inside this story, Mark Lee Yee Siang is the name of a good friend. I used his background and personality for this character plot.

I told my friend about it and he was pretty amazed that he had a 'writer' friend in me.

He penned Chapter 9.5 for me as a goodwill.

One thing that shocked me was that 'Christine' was the name of his current girlfriend.

(They got together not long ago)

My initial ending was to put Mark and Jade together in the story.

But since his gf is named Christine so I plot the story all over again.

So in the end, Mark is with Christine afterall... and I sincerely wished them the very best in life.

It is true that sometimes we would be with the ones we loved the most.

But love is something which we cannot explain.

'What's Next?'

I believe with the conclusion of my current story, the next question on people reading my stories would be... 'What's next? When's your next story coming...'

I have to be frank...

I tried to have a go in blogging because I thought blogging can get me some sparecash.

I'm in a small debt and financially not very sound.

Tomorrow's My 1st anniversary with Wifey and I don't even have the money to buy her flowers.

Anyway, I have not earn a single cent from blogging...

That's pretty lame so far....

Considering the time I've spent daily in updating the stories.

As much as I feel like quitting.

I looked back to those who was 'influenced' by my stories.

There aren't many but I've visited their blogs and read their entries on how they loved my stories and encouraged their friends to visit.

I'm flattered.

Because this wasn't the initial objective set out.

I'm touched.

Because these are things which money can't buy.

It would still be a long way before more people will know about my stories.

I don't when I will stop...

Maybe today,

Maybe 10yrs later,

Maybe after I've published a book.

Maybe Not...

I might stop writing altogether

I used to think I have succeed, yet failure comes straight into your face like a humble pie.

"Dare to dream, only to realize that Nightmare exist afterall"

I will comply all those works which I think is wonderful and put it into a book.

I don't think it's going to sell anyway, so I will only publish one copy.

Safe keep it inside my Time Capsule.

It's funny cos I even wrote the Prolouge of the book long time ago.

{ Prologue }

“Dedicated to all those who think they are in love,
those who are finding true love,
those who tried so hard to love,
those who had never been in love. . . ”

Everyone knows the meaning of the word love, ask them and they will tell you it’s a kind of feeling which you won’t get much in your life, a kind of feeling which you never expect it to arrive.

Stories of love pass us each day without realizing its existence in the first place. Sometimes we think we are in love, but the feeling becomes mutual as time goes by. Yet there are times when love passes us before you could even realize.

Love is a feeling that stretches your emotion to the fullest. You’ll feel the joy, the laughter, the warmness, the coldness, the loneliness, the attention, the neglecting, the kindness, the anxiety, the jealousy, the eagerness, the worries, the sadness and the happiness if you get love in return...'

Love is an experience. You will experience the most wonderful times, the most stressful times and the most comforting times in life. If you look back, love goes with time. Without time, there won’t be love.

People often mislead the feeling of love when they think that it’s ‘love at first sight’. Maybe true, but it could be a case in a million. The rest could be the beauty of the opposite sex toying your heart and mind.

I live my life in search of love. Someone who doesn’t care about appearances, someone who don’t mind your awful habits in bed, someone who is willing to take care of you throughout your worst time.

Someone, who tries her very best to suit your life.
I hope I had found that someone special… and below are some of my definitions towards love which I had compile.

Enjoy,

Anntonii

Just watched a J-movie - Nana The Movie

Ok.. I know it's kinda old movie already(released in 2005).. but hey it's nice ok.


NANA is a popular manga from japan revolving 2 girls with totally different character and lifestyle, chasing different dreams... and yeah both of them are of the same age and same name... Nana Komatsu & Nana Osaki





http://www.nana-movie.com/

NANA-2 is released in Singapore in June2007...
But I only catch a glimps of it...

I like the plot alot.. and the rox song Glamorous Sky..

http://hheavenly2.imeem.com/music/6HI7Y8bw/nana_starring_mika_nakashima_glamorous_sky/